I have thought through my entire life in Anderson JC... since i came in in March 2006 till now July 2007... lots of things happen man... came in ganna culture shocked when its like the system, people, environment is really so different from my secondary school (village mode haha). Got to only familiarise with AJC only until May? so take about two months to generally adapt haha!
The thing most memorable and really always thinking about it is the friends i have met during this one year plus. Knew initially was all the second AJC intakers in 20/06, got close and enjoyed ourselves everyday crapping etc.. everyday coming school is full of expectancy where friends are there for you.. somemore are close best friends to share sorrows and joy! Then get to know more about classmates, then its shooting (actually only this year then get closer to a few of them). then will be house captains knowing them, work together for our houses, my exco pp but closest is still class! Had so much outings, visits, chalet even!
This year things a bit more rocky and unstable where the problems and issues arise. Conflict here and there, then lead till things now like dunno what.. Now i could say i dun have best friends and closed ones le... ya its mainly my fault ma... being too engross in things i am doing, ad people say i focused on the wrong person, neglected those that genuinely treats me well and need my attention that time... now hahaha the glass broke lo... now i will not say i am a loner but its just different and it is of course not as good compared to last yr end and this year start.
shooting frenz ma... fun times more la... hope can cont to stay in contact.. aft As i mean and hope several will cont to pursue shooting either in SAFSA or universities.. i am glad i am in this team really... really glad and jus miss times we had fun, trained hard, encouraged one another...
truely speaking, from my heart i would say i miss the past time where wow just so close as friends, having each other's company in times of need, trouble, happiness, joy, stress and even when nth happens. but i've learn the lesson... mus focus on the pp who treats u well... if not when they are gone... they are really gone... sad also too late le... coz it takes two hands to clap.. now of course to say i forget and put things down i'm lying la... it still affects me... yet i dunno what to do..
i do not have any really closed ones i can pour out to... crap with, have fun with.. coz i dun dare to coz i know it doesnt really matters to u pp le... but i know i am blessed enough to have that short period of time so wonderful... if i have a wish... i would wish things will go back to where it were... progress on... move on from where it were to a higher level... even for life... hahaha think only ba.. its my own doing...
at least i still are not invisible to u pp! at least i know out there in the world there are pp dun even have other pp to wanna get close to them... i should be contented... and i know i am trying to be.. contented with wat is remaining.
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