These days i have been eating quite a lot of junk food hahaha! To me not really junk la but not having much of proper meals haha! Esp Chocolates! Yeah! Ate MEIJI Milk Chocolate Bar the flat flat big one wa super nice! It's $1.65 from Cold Storage! Also ate a lot if DARS Chocolates! haha! $2.20 from 7-11 (It's a store and more!) but if you guys wan go Cold storage ($1.95) or Uncle Tidbits ($1.90) haha! Ate the Dark Choc and Milk Choc Flavour! Then also ate Cadbury Chocs! The One tube one (Norm and Peppermint flavour one?) Chocolates is my favourite! Something i cant live without! Rice can dun eat but not chocs! haha! Chocolate rocks! I think i will be trying other flavours this boring hols!
Got people ask me Mid yrs i not worried meh? coz i kinda slack and no motivation to study esp alone... i was thinking haiz worse to worse fail mid yrs, then A levels also do badly, then go be road sweeper lo! Cleanliness of the country is by those road cleaners k! hahaha! wat to do? training these days is not that fantastic... senior and assistant coach say i over train... i was like so lousy liao of course must train... but haiz dunno how leh! Nationals confirmed is on the 4-6 July! And my detail will most probably be on the 5th or 6th! It's hard work, sweat, tears for one year k! I dun wanna lose this competition. not say so eager to be national champ but at least a national 4th? that hard work will pay off? those top few positions let those talented college take ba hahaha!
Emotional and Psychological battle now and then haha! Training is that i keep on being frustrated la so mus learn to be calm (say easy do hard but still must try!). Emotionally is cause so lonely la! I mean of course sms got chat a lil (sms receive also drastically dropped... all busy or mugging ba...) and msn got chat (but i keep disturbing pp i realise)... but ya lo its different from meeting out to eat, talk and crap and play de ma... hahaha! Initially was planned to go swimming with brothers? but ya one MIA and busy, the other also busy and need time for other stuffs i guess... also is planned to go malaysia chiong but no one go with me... passport already extended to 2009 lo ya but of no use now.. then wanna go out also no one wanna go with me.. go study? of course will have but its like random pp and those i wanna study with also cant hahaha.. Then its like i read a poem or something like that, that says about love and care wow so emo haha! It says that if one loves and cares, he or she will always show it cause love and care requires action and initiative not just using phrases of i love u, i care for u etc but do nothing. Wa so true hahaha! and a eqn found! Care = One way, Care Square = Two Way = Love
Tml will be waking up in the afternoon haha cause now its like 3plus am and i'm not asleep? my biological clock is like turning opposite liao... die... now morning i sleep, midnight i awake... my gosh... hahaha! Wake up le do wat leh? sian... but at least at night going for my cousin's wedding dinner so got things to do...
To you: people say i dumb yet i know i care for you is not because of how will you reciprocate in return. you will always be my wgb.
To you: the frenship is strained but i hope that there is a second chance that it can be brought back to where it was.. if it doesnt... yup i'm prepared for it.
To you: you have let go but i still love you.. i wont ask for anything in response just the least is wanna see you happy. and yup you are.
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