Wow holidays is indeed ending! two more days! actually nothing to be happy or sad about the end of this holidays. But i'm nervous yet excited for Naitionals A Division Shooting Championships! It will be from 4th to 6th July 2007 (Wednesday-Friday)! My detail is one of the last few, on friday noon! It is the fate determining process! haha! Trained since last year (too bad serious training only this year start), it is like not much experience in pistol shooting and needa compete with those experienced pp! Got National Youth Team Shooters also man in like schools like National Junior College! But nothing to be afraid of! I believe in miracles hahaha! Just wish myself all the best and hoping i will peak and perform my best on that day can le! I've been training very very hard i believe for this nationals especially in this holidays where almost everyday i will be down at the SAFRA shooting range to train!
Another concern pp keep asking me is mid yrs! Sorry and sad to say now is 2 days left to the first paper liao. Mid yrs will be screwed. very screwed. people keep complaining no time to finish the stuffs they needa study when i haven started on subjects like Maths (which i have zero knowledge and concept?) and Geog (tons of stuffs... haha). Bio haven complete but at least read thru a few sets of notes like 2 weeks ago and chem hahaha i think its like strips and straps of concept ba! Yes i know june hols is the last long study break before As and it needs to be utilised fully. But to me, nationals is more important... not that studies i heckcare but it is really important to me.. same level of importance as A levels! I trained one year plus = i studies one year plus for As. Yet As and its prelims is in September, my nationals in NOW! If i jus wanna strip and strap anyhow go for nationals praying for miracle and doing nothing to show how much i want it (no need top few, just need to achieve my best), i must well dun train at all? Studies i am NOT giving up jus that until 6th July is over, my Focus is really on shooting! After that, my House stuffs also end liao so will settle down and Chiong!
A lot of people may nto understand my priorities and why i choose to do it this way... lots of people are already mugging their way to their desired As... me? so called slacking (as long as u not studying it is slacking)... Mid yrs is jus two days later, i know it is screwed and i wont regret and choice of priority even i screwed up also in nationals next next week.. At least i fought for it. Pp may say isnt it double failure? Achieve in none? I will say that failures you will meet in your life.. sooner of later even perhaps before your deathbed but the truth is you did your best and results does matter yet not crucial. Happy jiu hao thats my principle for now haha! The next prob will be the teachers. I guess (not assume but with instincts to say most prob...) all of them will be utterly disappointed with me, etc wanna meet my parents or wat so ever.. i dun really care.. where got student choose to disappoint teachers de? Very fun ah? But what i got to say is written above liao so ya lo... i will chiong after nationals means i will.. no question abt it.. Even i get a CCC for As i will be contented.. if it is wat i deserved. those worked hard plus humble and etc got AAA i will be happy for them..
To my Shooting Team who read this blog:
All the way people! Last lap liao! A lot sports CCA except us and track & field has finish their race! It is our turn! We may not be the cream of the crop but we can fight for a miracle! We have worked hard these months! It is time to show our grades and give our report card! A dazzling proud one k! Remember the problem is nto technqiue le! It is all in our mind! Thats the different in our Sport! Ten points action will result is ten points results! (By Adrienne!) Jia You!
To my other friends and closed ones, just hope you guys will understand my priorities and choices. It is a race that i wanna finish well.. i really want to..
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